This is the beginning of Lenin’s famous work “What is to be done”
Freedom from Criticism
That is exactly what your mother demands. Notice it? you are unallowable to criticize her- or point out the obvious things. I could not even show photograph that you were smallest kids in your class. She slaughtered me for me. Same behavior as Lenin. You don’t even detect that it is a criticism to her. Just like Lenin. The most absurd things can disturb her.
She say nice utopian things like Lenin- then slaughters you. You mother behaves exactly like a Marxist/Leninist.